[COLOR=red][I][B]How can I have feeling when I don't know if it's a feeling?
How can I feel something if I just don't know how to feel?
How can I have feelings when my feelings have always been denied?
Oh no, oh no [/B][/I][/COLOR]
:(( [COLOR=darkblue][B].... [I][U]HOW???[/U][/I] [/B][/COLOR]